Coffee, anyone?

I managed to whip up the P.E.R.F.E.C.T coffee I could, with the limited resources I had, and the small amount of energy I was willing to expend. I sipped it till the last drop, slowly, and pleasure spread through me. Coffee is liquid sex. And the more you have it, the less tired you get.

Random rant. Be warned.

This is one of the posts where I don't have anything specific to type but just keep typing with music running in the background.

Study holidays have begun. Yet again i defy the purpose for which they were given. Or atleast till now. I have a week left. Things will change. I know.

I'm playing NFS most wanted for the second time. Awesome game. The surge you get when you press the nitrous boost button and snatch that win from your opponent is simply priceless. I'm getting better and better. One pursuit went so long that the police had to call off the pursuit. I won more than 500000 bounty in that one pursuit !!

Second season of house ends with house being shot. Awesome episode. One of the best episodes.

I have done fairly well this semester and I feel great. Better averages then ever before, though I feel this is not the most I have studied in my college days. Strange. I'm asked to spend lesser time at the computer than I'm doing now which I'm not OK with. Yet. But I will be. Eventually.

So much has changed in this world. There were times when pants were worn at waists rather than butts. I wish I won't be alive to see it go lower. Gone are the times when rock was something grandma did to put me to sleep. Mobile phones are replacing relationships. And people say they need change and all of this is boring. Not me.

I see that there is a portion of the people who hold their own even with stuff happening all around them. They look at them, shake their heads and go about their jobs just like before. Some of them embrace novelty, just because it is the 'in' thing, even if it something they'd rather not do. Some people dwell in the past, seek solace in or brood about things that have been forgetting about the things that are and to be.

Sigh. People.

important useless little things.

"Fade to black" is amazing. Just felt like saying it.

Crayons rock.

Come as you are.

*Smells like teen spirit music running*

The weather continues to impress. Proves me wrong everytime I think it'll worsen the next day.

Slight wind on my face is very soothing.

I turned 19 two days back.

Wonderful times with people.

Marketing an invisible coat was fun. We (Me, Hari, Vibhu and Al) had super fun doing it. Ending up being really comical. Intentionally though.

Old-dumbledore-like-guy from IM who questioned us would be a great conversationalist.

I want to have a dog(golden retriever or huskie). I want to see how it feels to have a dog wake you up after a long nice nap.

I want to write a really long poem. I'm losing touch.

Laughing till it hurts is something we should do more often.

Enna da vazhkai idhu..

Audioslave

A tribute to one of the best voices I've heard, one which makes me sing along even though I don't know the lyrics, and to the music, just puts me in a trance. To Chris Cornell..



Out Of Exile

Yesterday to Tomor...

Yesterday to tomorrow

Yesterday to Tomor...

Be yourself

Audioslave - Be Yo...

Revelations

Revelations.mp3

Wide awake

10 - Audioslave - ...

Like a stone

Like a stone.mp3

Sila nerangal

Frequent power cuts. Frequent cable TV cuts exactly when I want to see DragonballZ. Frustration seeps in when I switch on the Tv and find the blue screen instead of Goku holding up the spirit bomb. Frustration spreads like blood through veins when I hear the beep-beep of the UPS signaling a black-out. I take a walk through Dr. Hannibal lecter's memory palace to ease the frustration. The power comes back on.

I want to sketch a wolf, write a ballad, a story, sit on a cliff facing the sea listening to John Denver sing "You fill up my senses..." or Bono crooning "With or without you...". I hum a tune thinking how farfetched these are, some because I'm lazy, others because I dunno why.

I find myself having lots of time to spare and at the same time in need of it. I'm occupied but bored. If I'm really not bored then it so happens that it is short-lived. Long holidays suck. Correction. Long holidays at home suck. Especially when your friends have exams.

I have this recurrent image of a beach where I sit near the shore, watching the gulls circling the sky, letting the grains of sand drift slowly to the ground through the gaps in between my fingers. The sand always manages to slip through. A silent tear and a smile simultaneously visit my face. I find this image both dreamy and haunting. Like a puppy which has injured a leg but still licks your hand.

Do people really put smileys to depict their mood or just for the sake of conversation? Are people really what they say they are? Is the crow really a cuckoo instead?

I'm bored..

Being me

I wish I were a water bottle
My water drives thirst away,
After I'm used, after I'm empty,
I'm just thrown away..

I wish I were a shadow,
Dancing to the tunes of light,
My life not in my own hands
Merging seamlessly into the night.

I wish I were a mayfly,
Living for a day or two,
No burdens, no regrets,
Till I'm crushed by a shoe

I wish I were a rock,
Sweating in the sun,
With nothing to give me company,
Nobody..No one..

I wish I were a barren desert,
Or even a crooked tree,
Only then would I realise,
How great it is to be me..

-Ryan.A.Nash