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Expectation leads to disappointment. You see stuff happening around you, and your mind forms strange shapes and images in your head, the stuff that you call "expectations". They start out being hazy and shadowy with the blurry edges found on old video tapes, and as you see that what's happening actually starts overlapping with what you expect, you tend to believe that the pattern will continue and bank on your expectations to become clearer, out of the haze, vivid pictures in your head. But when it ends up getting all grainy and starts to fade away, an imaginary dam bursts within you which makes you want to shout out loud. But then another imaginary dam is constructed into which you pour your emotions. Sometimes, that dam, is a friend. Sometimes that dam is just another concoction, that your mind comes up with, to let you get by. Till the hazes spread out and everything is a blur in the end. Till the dam breaks.

Like all things do.